Like I Promised :D

Overall I didn't take pictures randomly of Sean's party, but I did take pictures of Sean's new squeeze, well, someone who he wants to date, make-out and sex :D

SEAN'S PARTY

He's so hot, cute, funny, smart!! Why are all the gay guys the cutest, funniest and sweetest?


That's Sean himself. That girl behind him is nearly 15-years-old... Can you believe it? I couldn't, I was very surprised, haha

RANDOM

MMMMMM. Burger King.


Casey STOLE that from GRADUATION. Psh. She has these urges, lol. You can even see her a bit a the bottom, left corner!

I need to work on a layout for my blog. I usually always make my own layouts instead of using what the site gives you, but omg. I'm so lazy :Dv

Party

:)
I went to Sean's b-day party and had a really fun time!
Pictures later, I promise this time!!
And, no, there were no drugs or alcohol. Bummer, I know--it would have made the dancing, party games and talking more interesting :/

GAH

Have any of you just been tired of everyone and everything they do in your life? I'm so fucking tired of ALL my friends and all the stupid shit they do even though I warn them. Now, I wish I could have had enough money to submit my application to an out of state college so I can leave all these morons behind, GAHHHHHH.

HUMAN LOST

I totally have a new crave in music and their name is Fox loco phantom.
I also, kind of, totally crave Yellow Studs, but, let's all admit it, they're not as good as Fox loco phantom, not by a fucking long shot.
OH WELL.
Favorite song of Fox loco phantom?
HUMAN LOST :D The title reminds me of Kaya, anyone else, too?
Wait, did you all actually know there's also a band called 'Human Lost' well, I think they spell it ヒューマンロスト . They're not bad! I hate the girl. I usually hate hate hate Japanese women singing anything, haha... Well, except in マキシマム ザ ホルモン--her voice is so fucking beautiful.

I really love that fucking song, omg.
It's sad that they really have nothing to set them apart.


I'll end this short update with HUMAN LOST by Fox loco phantom :)

CRAVE

A cigarette sounds so good right now.

Fish and Fuck

I miss Zilch.
They're / were funny.
Anyone else believe that, too?

Anyway.
Nothing much happening on this front.
I put in my application for college, FINALLY, and hope to start next semester. There's only one problem, though.
I want to learn so fucking much I can't decide what I want my final to be.
Journalism, English, German, Korean, Japanese, Chinese, French... Etcccccc.
Maybe I can take some different languages while doing my career? Like, after I have a career? That would be so fucking awesome.

BAH.
I have nothing else so I'm going to go read, write and potty.

45th post - For lack of a better title

Muahaha. That's what Clint and I did in the middle of Starbucks, Casey was watching, pretending to read.
The Pus word that's running off the edge is Pussy. I couldn't see the picture as I was taking it :/

ANYWAY.
The one thing I hate about going to the movies is adults bringing their kids who haven't hit the double digits in age to an adult movie the kids can't even understand in the first place. All the kids do is get restless, kick seats, continuously go to the restroom and talk throughout the movie asking what's going on.
I hate kids.

ON A GOOD NOTE :D
I finally did the timeline for a story Phase 7.
Phew is all I have to say.
It spans, from the near halfway mark, through two months. Almost three. I bought a monthly dry erase board for such an occasion :D I also bought a bookshelf and more pens. A girl can never have too many pens.

But I have to go write / read.
muahaha.

Pain, Pain, Pain

I've had this goddamn crick in my neck since August the 16th. It's painful as fucking ever and I'm just about ready to go postal on something to distract myself from this pain. Of course, I could always break a finger, that would definitely distract me, but I don't have money. Possibly someone else's finger, but that's cruel.

WOOO.
Finished Adverbs by Daniel Handler and fucking loved it. Now I'm working on Invisible Monsters by Chuck Palahniuk and Watch Your Mouth by Daniel Handler. I'm halfway through invisible Monsters (WOOHOO!). It's nothing like Fight Club, his writing isn't even up to what Fight Club was, but omg. I still adore him and his writing. And, strangely, well not so strangely, does Daniel Handler because he writes, or tries to write, like Chuck Palahniuk and Bret Easton Ellis at the same time. Wao.

I'm taking up writing Oblong Vision again. Some of you, well, all of you have no idea what that story is or that I ever wrote it. But my friend mentioned recently how she was really getting into it, so I was like, "Why the hell not?" And started on it again last night. I missed o' crazy Jarrod.

Don't give me that look!

Nine long days of no posting and seemingly not caring.
Trust me, seemingly not caring is true.
I care about this place.
Anyway.
Tons of information to not talk about and tons more to think about. My birthday was not a good birthday anddddddd, that's about it.

I've been reading more and more lately, reading two at a time, might I add.
I finished Draculaa few days ago, picked up Adverbs by Daniel Handler, then, smack dab in the middle of that one, I picked up Fight Club and finished that in 24 hours. It's short, so don't idolize me just yet.
I am Joe's sense of accomplishment.
Alas! I need to finish Adverbs but I just picked up another Chuck Palahniuk, Invisible Monsters, and am really in to it, but Adverbs is opened to its halfway mark, eyes watering at the sight of me reading another, fingering another with my eyes.
I can be a real bitch sometimes.

By the way, I quit Dillard's and that sort of escalated into what my parents made of my birthday.
Horrible, horrible, horrible.

HYDE IS FUCKABLE, OMG

Has anyone, ANYONE know the band 'VAMPS'? Of course you have because the totally fuckable, sexy as hell man, Hyde, is the lead singer.
I'm telling you right now, I love his voice in this group. Usually it's so deep, it sounds strained and awful (mostly because really deep voices turn me off).
But, ogmogmogmgo. I'm such a fangirl for Hyde although not nearly enthused enough since a friend who is way more obsessed sent me a youtube video.

THIS IS WHY I FIND SMOKING SO FUCKING ATTRACTIVE.
Thank you, Hyde.

Smudge on the glasses.

I was planning on doing a picture post since I had a really funny, amusing, one to share.
Alas, I'm lazy as hell and the next time I post, if I remember, I will post it on here.

Nothing special happened today.

I went to the movies and watched Stepbrothers.
That movie was unbelievably STUPID.
It had a couple of funny parts, other than that, nothing.
Zilch.
It's definitely a man movie; too many penis jokes, god.

lol @ past

So, I'm going through OLD ASS documents (2005, 2006) and I'm fiding quotes I've said, old IMs, etc... Besides realizing how much of a fuckin' bitch I was (I need to find those old friends and apologize, haha), I discovered really, really funny quotes I've said!

One of them I made a picture comment on some fake Kyo (Dir en grey's vocalist) myspace:
"I talk sex to your picture before I go to bed."
kfbsdifdsf.
I'm still laughing.

And I found a quote from my sister, "I love his voice; especially when it's in danger."

Sales Associate ; Fashion Guru

So...
I HAVE A FUCKIN' JOB :D
And a good one, too.
I'm going to work in the clothing department of Dillard's :DDD
Van, my manager, my boss, my teacher, told me he would make me a 'Fashion Expert,' and 'A Fashion Guru.'
I think he was gay, but that's beside the point.
The weird thing is they don't do drug testing at all... I was, "Really? Seriously, I don't have to take a drug test?"
I think they may now think I'm a druggie, haha.

OOWWWW, MY TUMMYYYY

Geez.
I tried to go to bed earlier, this is cyber proof, alas! I was hungry, had to pee, had to let the dog out and HAD to drink some tea.
I'm so used to eating at night now that I can't go a night without getting REALLY, REALLY, REALLY hungry.
So, I microwaved some dinner, fixed some tea, let the dog out and now here I sit with a painful tummy, the dog chewing herself in the middle of my room floor, watching Sixteen Candles and tea GONE.

MY BIRTHDAY IS IN SEVEN DAYS.
I'm hoping my friend can get ahold of some Long Island Iced Tea.
Never had it, but ALWAYS wanted to try.
I need older friends. All my friends are like 20 and I'm only 19 (well, fixing to turn 19 :Dv).

You know what show I miss?
Cheers.
That's right, Sam Malone and his bar.
I miss the episodes with Frasier, haha.

I really like the name Samantha.
I think I might use it for a story. Right after I finish two, then I will have time to make another.
SHIT, I STILL HAVE WRITE A CHAPTER FOR DIR EN GREY VS LIVING TOGETHER FOR A WEEK!
It's been awhile, and there's SO MUCH TO FUCKIN' WRITE, that I don't want to write it. So many details that are so miniscule but so important for the story. Don't you hate those stories? They're maddening, right?

I love being involved with Jrock.
It's so funny.
Aren't the rock stars funny?
Psh. I've had more fun with them than American rock stars.
<333

Umbrella.

Rhianna's latter releases are soooo much better than her debut song 'Unfaithful.'

I recently remembered Zilch!
Oh gosh, how could I have ever forgotten them?!
With songs titled such as 'Inside the Pervert Man' and 'Space Monkey Punks from Japan.' (which, Space Monkey Punks from Japan is like my favourite song.)
I want to download their music again, but they're so old no one really cares anymore.
Boo.

So tired.
I wish I could sleep all day long.
I have an interview at Dillards tomorrow, hopefully and maybe I can get this job and then go to college by Spring?
Oh, yeah, I wrote my essay :DDD I hope it's an Essay. I never really understood the point of an Essay. haha.

Fortune Teller Sister

My sister did my fortune today:
King of Swords (reverse) - What's at hand - Jealousy abounds from you or those around you; watch out for narrow minds and prejudice. Develope your intelluctual skills; play your hunches.

King of cups (right side up) - Past Influences - Go easy on yourself and accept what the day brings. Control your temper, don't take critism personally. Try not to feel pressured by deadlines.

Page of Pentacles (reverse) - Ponder This - You're being hesitant, servretly doubting that you'll succeed; do not be afraid of a little competition.

Ace of Cups (Reverse) - What To Do - Accept assistances from others, don't be too full of yourself. Act with determination, know when to say no.
It's so true, although I won't go into detail about each one, haha.

She also said something so funny.
We were talking about dance and she brought up a point:
Sister: I hate mangas that have dance in them. It's pointless, right?
hahahahaha.

my tooth hurts.

A tooth, just beside one of the larger front teeth, HURTS LIKE FUCKIN' HELL. it's this nagging pain which seems to throb every hour I want to forget, haha. MY BODY IS AGAINST ME. I think it's being bullied and pushed around to go forward when there's NO room for it go anywhere. Stupid mouth, it's dumb.

I think I would rather be a drunk than smoke.
Does that say a lot?
Although I would love a cigarette right now. The taste of a menthol light, mmmm.
Too bad I don't buy my own and usually bum off friends. Only one other friend of mine smokes menthol lights... And we hardly hang out. So, lungs, rest while you can.

MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 10 DAYS, PEOPLE.
I will be, uh oh, 19-years-old.
*excited*

I randomly typed something in at YouTube and one of the results was 'Puddle of Mud - She Hates Me'
God, I STILL love that song.

i'll make you scream right there♪

Sooo.
I just returned from Hostessing at the wonderful Donita's.
Gee, that place... Ugh, it was better today since that cook wasn't there and the manager was :) AHHH! There's this guy at work. Need I say more? I just want him to, haha, well, you get that picture. I don't even want to date him.
He acts like he wants to celebrate my birthday with me. Which, makes me thrilled. Although, alas, I don't want to celebrate my 19th. I don't know why, I did plead with my family to only buy a cake if it makes them happy, but I want NO, NO, NO party.

I love all these new APPs for the iPhone. I just wish Trillian would hurry and finish theirs. It looks fuckin' awesome and I would, love, love to have MSN and AIM in one application... How cool would that be, ehhh?
I'm going to sleep for a few hours. I need it.
I only had ... four hours sleep, maybe five. To wake up this morning was one hell of a challenge.

let's see.

I don't know why I made a Twitter account.
I never go anywhere.
haha.
I like myself to feel important.

HAHAHAHAHA

1. Dir en grey

A rather atrocious Japanese screamo shock rock band that sells records solely on the facts that:

-They are Japanese thus Otakus with no musical taste will listen to them

-They make "shocking" music videos

-There is a community of people that pretend all the band members are gay then masturbate furiously to each others "Stories"
"hai guiz read mai new Dir en grey fanfic, I haz Die and Shinya as Kyo's sex slavs, lawl lawl *fap fap* "


HAHAHAHA, urban dictionary, that made my day.

Firefox

Lately, Firefox updates have been screwing up my experience with it, my happy experience.

Although it's nothing major, it's still annoying, like...

When I used to open it (an update ago) it would have a pop saying, "Trying to load a non-local URL."

Now, when I open a new tab, it has that stupid 'tab page' on and I can't get it to go off since it says there's an error.  More annoying than that, at the top there's about:newtab and I have to delete that before I can start typing.

ANNOYANCES.

Other than that, nothing exciting has happened.

I gave my dog a bath and she was a good girl about it :)

Still jobless ;D

SCHREIIIIII

fjbsfsdf.
I had such a horrible, horrible three hours at Donita's.
I hostess there on Fridays and Sundays.
People are just such fuckin' whiners (by people I, of course, mean the people I work with).
GET OVER IT IF NO ONE TIPPED YOU. It's not the end of the world. Some people will never, ever tip. Blah.
And I wish the cook would get this in her head: YOU'RE NOT THE MANAGER WHEN THERE ISN'T ONE. STOP BOSSING THE HOSTESS AROUND LIKE YOU AND, ON TOP OF THAT, LIKE YOU'RE HER MOTHER.
YOU'RE NOT, YOU'RE NOT, YOU'RE NOT.

I hope I never, ever turn out to be like the people who can't stand to be alone.
Where they always have to have someone with them every hour of the day.
Bahhhhh.

ムック's アゲハ song is A W E S O M E!
I love you, ムック.