..little fat man boy OMG i haven't heard this song in forever!!

Looks like Princess has a heart murmur.
The only two men in the house now have heart conditions.
Makes me so sad.
They were going to get his claws removed, but since he has a heart murmur, they can't do vaccines and put him to sleep one day (apparently).
Makes me really sad.
Depressed :(
He's pissed, though.
He hasn't gotten up from my bed allll morning or purred since yesterday.
Not only that... He slept with me all night long and didn't get up for anything.
I love him and it hurts me he's pissed at me, lol.

Called in to work today.
Been too depressed to function.
I'm being a baby, really, I know I am.
OH WELL.
And I don't even know if I'm coming in tomorrow.... uncertainty!


NEW HAIR.
Bangs, across my forehead.
I adore it.
Love 'em.

hahahahahaha!

privateI: he looks so good in a suit.
privateI: i love men in uniforms and suits.
privateI: omgomgpomgogmpog
privateI: skinny ties.
privateI: italian shoes.
privateI: fkpgndgfd.
HandstanD: You need to stop before you have a joygasm.
HandstanD: Have you seen the new Star Trek
HandstanD: ??
HandstanD: ?
HandstanD: ?
privateI: nope.
HandstanD: AHHHsdj ;jht;ijh;dfij WHY NOT?!?!?
privateI: i forgot it existed.
HandstanD: You are such a whore! How could you do that? It's so pretty. Lots of touchable boys. I seriously want to collect them!
privateI: ha wow.
privateI: wow moze wow.
HandstanD: What? like you don't do that with you gay asian singers. Don't give me shit. At least mine speak english.

Hung out with Pedro yesterday.
Him and his brother bought a brand-new fucking house.
126,000 bucks, I think. Somewhere in that vacinity. I'm jealous.
It's nice.
I wanted to hug him, couldn't, felt awkward, haha.

yeah, i do.

KNITTING ALERT!
I finished my first headband with an i-cord.
(No affliation with Steve Jobs.)




The pattern was in some knitting magazine I received on Christmas. First time I ever followed a chart instead of a pattern, step by step, itself.
SUCCESS.

Nothing new.
This guy at work, Kyle something another.
Sweet heart.
Loves Buddhism.
Probably thinks I'm an idiot because all I can do is smile and nod as he speaks.
I suck when I'm nervous.
I am not well educated in flirting or finding out if he's single or not without asking.

he wants on my lap then he wants off. fuck him.

Muahahaha.