what does that have to do with anything?

NEW LAYOUT.
Long needed? Longed for?
I don't know where I'm going with this, honestly.
I like it, the layout I mean. I'm wondering, right now, if it's me or if it'll grow on me and more and more.
I also made my blog public, again. I don't know how long it's going to stay, but I feel like I finally found the key to my shackles? Am I over-dramatizing?
Ja.

This morning I had done something utterly stupid. I shouldn't have done it.
it's just going to make me look pathetic and weird, stalkerish.
It's not like I wish I could take it back, it's just... I would have rather gave it in a better time - not one where the world is ending and all the girls lose their virginity.
No, still a virgin.
Well, if you knew, you would understand the whole world ending joke.

I'm a mess.
Haha.

Finally had some semi-interesting dreams last night.
First time since winter broke.
See?
I was right.
When it's cold, when I'm freezing, I have the best dreams.
Now, think, what do you think I'm doing now, before I go to bed?
Yes, that's right.
Laying in an ice filled bath tub.
Nah, I'm kidding.
Or am I?

ps - I may switch back to the previous layout, if this one doesn't prove worthy.