Today, it's just.
A lot of miniscule things are happening in my life. Not something that I want to record, but just in general.
But, today at work, I was hit with some awful news. A man, older gent, had two kids and a wife, probably mid-30s, killed himself.
I really liked this man, I really did. He was kind, taught me things and liked to joke around; he had a really nice sense of humor.
I'm just depressed and angry.
He should have talked to someone, thought of his kids.
I'm not new to suicide. Two Uncles and a Cousin committed it in my family.
I know this is depressing, but... I had to share. This really hit me. I was tearing up as my co-worker explained. I barely new the guy - just his name.
<3
I wish I could give you a big hug to try and cheer you up...maybe juggle, I'm a pretty decent juggler.
ReplyDeleteI've noticed it's sometimes the people we barely know anything about that have a pretty big effect on us.
If you ever need anyone to talk to I'm always open ears and here for you.