♪: mtv cribs

Hahaha.
The other day, while waiting on Cricket to get off work, I took it upon myself to grab a rolling chair from one of the office aisles of Wal*Mart.
So, there I am, playing on my phone, rolling around and some manager walks by, glances and continues. Then, the woman backs up and curiously glances at me, wondering, since I'm a customer, if she should enforce her authority. I glance up, then back to my phone, not worried.
"...Comfortable?"
I look at her, phone in my lap, "Um, yeah, thanks," I smile.
She pauses, as if she's waiting on me to do something... "Trying out the chair?"
"Yes," I sigh, wanting to get back to my game. I scoot a bit away from her, toeing the floor, making my chair swivel.
"Is it comfortable?" She shifts her weight on one foot.
"Um, yeah, very. Have you tried it out?"
"No."
Then she walks off, hahaha.
Wal*Mart is just so easy.

TOMORROW I START CELEBRATING NEW YEARS.
VERY excited.

♪: dir en grey - 蟲-mushi-

Man oh man, while going through my OLD accounts on photobucket, I realized how much I miss my long hair :(
The pictures below are from like 2006/2007:


Yes, that is Kyo on my shirt. OH. haha. I'm totally listening to them RIGHT NOW. Weird.




ANDDDDD, LAST BUT NOT LEAST:


I MISS IT DAMMIT, I WANT IT BACK. I DON'T KNOW WHY I ALWAYS CUT MY HAIR THIS FUCKING SHORT AND ALWAYS REGRET IT LATER, FUCK.

Ugh.
I nearly slept an entire night, for the first time this month. ALAS. My dog HAD to go out.
I wanted to cry, haha

♪: coldplay - viva la vida

DUDES.
Yesterday, in the movies, you know how before the commercials even begin for the movie they roll advertisements?
Welp, for some music advertisement they had Tokio FUCKING Hotel.
My eyes literally popped. Regardless that I really just don't get into them anymore, it's the point. Seeing them from Germany to here is just, wow. Next they'll be on talk shows, sitcoms, ugh, haha.

♪: SAVIA - Fragile

I'm bored and can't sleep:












There you have it, my awesome drawing abilities.
And this proves I need to study more Japanese, ugh. I forgot half of what I learned last year, haha.

♪: Alexandre Kinn - Aude

So, there had been an ice storm passing through my little city and I stayed over at a friend's house until it melted.
It was fun; I had fun.
So, yeah.
haha.
I have pics of me, chocolate cookie girl and my car :D


They made no-bake chocolate oatmel cookies and we requested ours gooey, haha. And, so, I was on the computer and suddenly Cricket piped up, "I made a person."
hahahaha.


and

Hahahaha. That's just me being bored out of my wits.

THEN:

There was a good hefty layer of ice covering all our cars. I had to take pics while Alex and Cricket decided to walk like half a mile to check the road. haha, not really half a mile, but their driveway is LONG.

♪: ナイトメア - NAKED LOVE

Talking about the ORESAMA movie Miyavi was in:
CHELSEA!: Dude, I would NOT let Miyavi just randomlymove in with me if I met him the way this guy did.
Thats just fucking stupid.
headdur: i'd do it.
if i ever find a man remotely LIKE miyavi.
i'd do it.
CHELSEA!: I'd be scared.
Yeah, he's hot, buuuut...
headdur: ew, no he's not.
i love his personality :D
CHELSEA!: Yeah he issss
He's crazy.
headdur: grossssss.
CHELSEA!: I love that, too.
I'd be like, 'dude, i don't have any drugs.' haha
CHELSEA!: The first time I watched it, it looked like he wanted to buy some crack.

♪: NIRVANA - Smells like teen spirit

So, Vanilla by Gackt is a really awesome song to run to.

I have been running again.
When I was running during the summer, I got up to a mile and a half. Now, I'm up to a half mile.
Which, is pretty decent. Anywayyyy.

♪: The Dears - You and I are a gang of Losers

The reason I post this CHRISTMAS ORNAMENT up is that my mother bought it today and the conversation she told me about, hahahaha
Cahier: Ooh, what's this? Is it for a mouse?
I seriously rofl'ed.
I just had to share.

♪: ガゼット - LEECH

PSSSSHHHHHHH.
So, for the past week or so I had so much trouble sleeping I was about to go apeshit on something. I would get one to four hours of sleep a night and for me, that's horrible. No one should have to have that little of sleep, haha. For me, I actually SET TIME ASIDE so I can have at least 10 hours. I think 8 is horrific. Yet, I actually got sick. And, yeah. Last night I slept for like 12 hours and I was good as new. I fucking loved ittttt.

Watched Grandma's Boy the other night. Fucking awesome movie and I hardly ever like those type of movies. Dante is my new God, haha.
Watched Twilight last night. God, fucking God. I fucking hated that movie. I'll buy it for all the hot guys in the movie, but that's it. Twilight sucks and there's a lot of pre-teen sex scenes. What's a pre-teen sex scene? you may be thinking. It's eye-sex. Just staring, squinting, etc... READ THE BOOK. Tried, sucked more ass than the movie.

Hung out with an old High School crush the other night. Geez. Guess what I fucking did: I fell into a ditch. Right in front of him. Full fledge landed on my face kind of falling. How fucking embarrassing. He helped me up saying, "Get up, looks like you're vomiting."
He's so kind.... Sarcasm.

#80

I just put back all my posters on the wall since it's too cold to have a gigantic fan blowing at me anymore :D I missed them, they were my eye-candy, something to do when I'm just trying to sleep, haha.
Too bad two of the bands on my wall are disbanded :( That makes it sad to look, but think of all the good times looking up their videos, haha.
Sadly, I need to get more. I've had these for like a year. Just haven't had the motivation to spend my money on that--magazines imported from Japan are expensive as hell.

10 MINUTES TO GO AND YEAH YOU WANNA STAY HOME

Flavour(s?) of the week?
The Ting Tings
The Feeling
Heloise & The Savoir Faire
It's a shame that I haven't been much in to my foreign music like I once was. ALTHOUGH DBSK's 'Mirotic' album kicks ass. I'm proud they're still fucking awesome. I haven't been bored with them for the past five years and that's a hell of an accomplishment for a band.
I recently calculated how many bands I listen and keep up with weekly: OVER 300. It's a sad, sad life.

Has anyone seen Damages?
IT'S A FUCKING AWESOME SHOW. I'm going to watch a few more episodes tonight. Glenn Close is so fucking awesome.
I just love that show, I CANNOT wait for Season 2.

Early Today:
I walk to my doorway and my sister walks into the hallway entrance. We squint to each other and I ask, "Where are you going?"
Her eyes to flicker to the bathroom and my eyes flicker to the bathroom.
We stare for a moment longer before I note, "I'M ON MY PERIOD!" And then I jump to the bathroom doorway and she does the same.
Needless to say, I won :Dv

Twilight... What can I say?
I'm so fucking tired of hearing about this stupid, pre-teen book. The writing style she uses is just, uck, and the story-line is about any story-line for ANY cheap thrilled teen book about Vampires. Honestly.
It's like a porn MADE for 12-year-olds.
The other day I went to hot topic and this was what greeted me:

I seriously busted out laughing.
I stopped laughing when I saw these fucking awesome pants I wish I could wear if it wasn't for my child-bearing hips:

OMG I LOVE THEM!! I SERIOUSLY HATE MY FUCKING LARGE HIPS.

Then I filled up my tank:

OMGOMGOMG :DDDDD Only 17 dollars!

Btw, I was carded because I didn't even look 18!
That made me happy, but sad because guys do say I look so young and they feel wrong for liking me, haha.
But, I'm staying happy about it... I just hope my age doesn't all catch up with me later and I look 10 times older than I am.
OH WELL <3

omgomgomg

So there I was, sitting half-naked on the porter potty toilet and I look up and see this:



Of course, the first thing you can do wrong is panic, so I settled with getting my phone out and snapping a picture of his crabby spider thing. Blah blah, I snapped the picture, put the phone back in my pocket and reached for some toilet paper. As I wiped myself clean, I looked up once more then noticed, "Holy fucking shit he's gone."
Now, this isn't as major if I wasn't sitting on the toilet, pants down to the ankles and the only way of knowing where it went was to look on my body, the floor, then the door.
It's not like I can automatically stand and just keep calm.
So, I finished my cleaning routine, stood, shook my pants a tad before putting them back on and just calmly looked in the crack of the door and noticed one of his wee little legs sticking out.
Imagine my relief please.
I was about to have that porter potty a rocking, haha.

Teriyaki

..Beef Jerky is the best.

Halloween was, something.
It was reallyyyyy nice.
Except I think I may have something WRONG with my stomach because I took a HALF shot of Vodka and puked up EVERYTHING I ate that night.
Which, that includes: Burger King's #11, Oreos, Doritos, Chips & Dip, and something else, I can't remember.
But the worst part of all was not being able to flush the toilet. And, when you're high and slightly drunk (I also had a beer.... I'M A LIGHT WEIGHT TO ALCOHOL) about to pass out while standing, trying to flush a stupid toilet is a chore.
So, I'm sorry friend's mom... because, she's the one who found it, haha.
I spent a good hour and a half throwing up that night, all the way through the movie the Labyrinth.

This morning, while slightly out of mind, we watched Fight Club and I realized how dramatic everything is.
Every sentence, line, everything is a dramatic pause.
Watch or read the book and just, after every sentence, say 'Dramatic Pause' and you'll realize what I'm talking about.
Chuck Palahniuk is good, but he's too much of a journalist. Every line is a clue to the book, ever action is a clue to the book and since he's throwing it at you all through the goddamn book, you know the ending before it happens.
Which, totally ruins my fandom of Chuck Palahniuk :/ Basically any journalist.
They have pretty sentences, but I hate dramatic pauses.

I have to shower.
DRAMATIC PAUSE.

At work :(

I'm addicted to coffee and Sims. Combined I'm up for three days.

A sad and happy life.

Sent from my iPhone

So High Part 2

I forgot to mention my flavours of the week!
Kerli
Showbread
分岛花音 (although she doesn't even make her own fucking music. Mana does it. Sad.)

;)

So High

Soooo.
I think being busy is just a selfish chore.
No one is busy accidentally. They have to be busy in order for them to feel good about themselves. SAD.

Anyway.
I totally, 100% bought a webcam.
I can't believe I paid 58 dollars for it, but I have it and I love it. I'm totally going to take a picture of my awesome sweater.
Hold please.

Eeyore is love for everyone although he is the world's biggest pessimistic.

It's fucking cold outside and my dog, yesterday BEGGED to go into town and be walked. For the entire 10 minute drive she decided to WHINEEE. All high and everything. Then, once we started walking our normal route, every dog owner in the fucking city decided, hey, our dogs don't need no leashes and totally, 100% let them loose. My dog + Other dogs = hell.
So, we had a small, small walk and I was becoming very impatient due to the weather, stray dogs and my dog just pulling and tugging alllll the fucking time.
UGHHH.

:D?

I don't know how it happened.

I seriously, honestly don't know how my hair dried like this.
Nothing was done, it just dried like this.
But, it's allll natural baby.

New hair.

I promise you it's not spiked in the back. I will NEVER spike my hair.





BAM BAM CHICKEN WOW.

Alice in Wonderland

Alice in Wonderland, the british movie, live action, only makes sense when you're high.
Don't ask me how I know this, I just do.
I finally got it.
Haha.

NANANANANNANA.
I GUESS I JUST LOST MY HUSBAND. I DON'T KNOW WHERE HE WENT.
Yeah, that's right, I just quoted Pink.
ANYWAY.

holy shit.
this commercial for Sinupret was fucking disturbing.

I CANNOT WAIT FOR HALLOWEEN. BON FIRE TIME BABY.

I kind of want to see the Changeling.
I love the 1920s.
Women were so beautiful.

Japanese women get on my fucking nerves.
アレ？

E Nomine - Mitternacht

This is a GREAT song to do the party boy to.
Fantastic. Me and my sister have been doing it, haha. I did it while driving the other day and, ah, what fun.
;D

Slippery when wet

Two new flavours of the week: Joss Stone and Brokencyde.

Anyway.
I just put Vaseline on my sister's room doorknob.
Her face was priceless.
"What, EW, HEATHER OMG."
hahahahaha.

CUSTOMER SERVICE pls

So, I lost my debit card, suckage. The last time I ever remember seeing it/using it was when I bought gas two, three weeks ago with it. Haha. I believe I accidentally threw it away when I cleaned out my floorboard of my car. So, who knows. Know one knows my pin number and no one knows my account number, so it's all good. AND. I shut down that card with a really nice man named Adam something. Haha, I kind of want to say 'Adam West.'
If anyone gets that :Dv
Fairly Odd Parents rulez.

That's possibly the most exciting thing in my day.
Now to go watch Graham Norton.

International Festival

Have you all noticed that Asians usually stick with Asians. There were a bunch of Asians hanging around the Asian country stands. And they weren't even part of anything. Just hanging out with their kinds, I guess. Haha, I like how that girl is just staring right into my phone.




So, that was the hottest guy I saw. Don't mind he's Asian, I like white guys, too... Who can speak a different language, haha... ANYWAY. I loved his hair so I stalked him a bit to get pics, is that sad?

Later that day... (Yesterday)
ME: Mom, I totally saw a dalmation and screamed it out :D
MOM: Just one, Heather? Some people have a 101, you know.
kfdnsfgdg.
lollll.

:(

Nothing really ever exciting happens to me.

I finally watched 'Clerks.'
I know I was only 5-years-old when it came out, but seriously... How come no one made me watch it earlier? It was hilarious. Clerks II doesn't compare, but wow.
M

UM.
Finally watched the entire, badly subbed "BOYSエステ."
Since no one on the internet will proved a quality sub, I had to buy the DVD from China where they translate the Japanese to Chinese then to English.
Can you imagine?
If I didn't understand somewhat what they were saying, I would have NO IDEA what the hell happened, haha.
After three episodes the Chinese people decided, "Oh, I'm tired of using Japanese names, let's just use our Chinese names. Then, after episode 8, let's just use different Chinese names."
Can you imagine that, too?
Japanese.
Chinese phonetic.
Chinese word.
Three different sets, so I had to listen to the characters talk.
And the Chinese also mixed genders and person.
He = She and they also put everything in third person.
I know that's what they do, but AHHHH.
Hahahah.
I'm rambling about subs, how sad.
BUT BUT BUT. Saitou Takumi <3333
My love for him knows no anger for Chinese subs.

In the past month, well, this month, I have had so many flavours of the week:
Black Kids
Tori Amos
Mika
AC/DC
Rize
And yeah.
:D?

Still jobless.

Haha,poking funat Bill's gay hot spots is just half the phun.

[14:40] レイプマン!: Have you ever seen/watched/heard Tokio Hotel?
[14:40] Justin: Nope.
[14:41] Justin: i am not very wordly am i
[14:41] レイプマン!: I have to show you the singer and you judge, okay?
[14:41] レイプマン!: You're not, but it's fine, haha
[14:41] レイプマン!: Tokio Hotel is german.
[14:41] Justin: k
[14:41] Justin: show me
[14:41] レイプマン!: Most German guys ARE NOT feminine.
[14:41] レイプマン!: (Link: http://i35.tinypic.com/2a7bspd.jpg)http://i35.tinypic.com/2a7bspd.jpg
[14:41] レイプマン!: He's like, Barbie's gay best friend.
[14:42] Justin: i would fuck that
[14:42] レイプマン!: That's Bill, the singer, blonde.
[14:42] レイプマン!: He originally alwaysss has his hair black.
[14:42] Justin: i would have sex with that person
[14:42] レイプマン!: lolol
[14:42] レイプマン!: I know!!
[14:42] レイプマン!: He's so hot, buttttt, he's gay D:
[14:42] レイプマン!: You have more of a chance than I do.
[14:42] Justin: you could watch
[14:42] レイプマン!: He's an in-closet gay.
[14:42] レイプマン!: Seriously, when you look at that picture, it screams GAY.
[14:43] Justin: yes it does
[14:44] Justin: you video tape the encounter and sell it for millions
[14:44] レイプマン!: It's sad, I fucking love Bill. he's like an excited puppy.
[14:44] レイプマン!: lol
[14:44] レイプマン!: I would.
[14:44] レイプマン!: And then masturbate to it, man.
[14:45] Justin: i have an erection just thinking about it

One exciting moment for today.

My one exciting moment for today?
When I deleted my facebook, myspace and last.fm account.
It was a rush, haha.

OH OH OH.
Chelsea popped on!
It was better than that rush. I fucking love writing with this chick.

Party for a birthday :D

Cricket, Alex and I all had a good time lightly drinking and getting high.
Of course, I couldn't stay because mother nature called the day before and I stay overnight nowhere when I'm bleeding profusely.
So, I had to wait until the drunk/high feeling faded (which took about four hours) and drove home.
Now, I fell asleep IN MY BED and I dreamed about Cricket's place as if I was there. I woke up, expecting to see her room, but I saw mine and I was literally afraid because I didn't remember coming home at all. Hahahaha. I fucking love me.
I had to make sure I'd remember that, because it makes me smile.

I love Chelsea.

I'm dedONIONsezwat:
[02:49] dedONIONsezwat: I wish I could be Hyde's mistress. I would have fed him all the drugs he wanted.
[02:49] yukkiesama: Haha, bet you would.
[02:49] dedONIONsezwat: As long as he's sexing me I could give a shit less.
[02:50] dedONIONsezwat: Until he died, then I'd be out of luck and sexy sex. That would fucking suck.
[02:50] yukkiesama: Yes it would.
[02:51] yukkiesama: I wouldn't be able to watch him do any drugs like that. I love his face too much.
[02:51] dedONIONsezwat: He has nice skin, I've realized.
[02:51] dedONIONsezwat: It's amazing.
[02:51] dedONIONsezwat: I'm also very jealous.
[02:52] yukkiesama: Of?
[02:52] dedONIONsezwat: His skin.
[02:52] yukkiesama: Haha
[02:52] yukkiesama: I don't know if I am.
[02:52] yukkiesama: I'd rather be his cigarette than his skin.
[02:53] yukkiesama: Or Gackt's, maybe Anis's dick.

MMMM.

Witch hats makes me smile.

It makes me smile, almost like I am in the picture.

Dreadlocks

Wow.
I hadn't realized how long I actually procrastinated on posting something, muahaha.

Nothing much has been happening, honestly.
Found out I can't have Hydrocodones. Mmmm.

I think I'm getting dreadlocks. Another inch on my hair and you may see me with dreadlocks, smiling like :D
I really, really want them.
I've been doing research and shittttt.
:DDD
Personally, I'm going to wait until I have a job then I'm going to kind of spring it on them after my evaluation.
That's love.

take that chuck palahniuk!

I finally fucking finished Invisible Monsters! I finished it, took a shower then threw up :D That would have been the second time today. Which sucks, because the high you get from hydrocodones makes me feel niiice. But, I got sick because I took one too many. OH WELL. I slept most of it off and I'm praying I can keep down my supper; I was so terribly hungry.
And I was angry with myself because I really, truly wanted to RP with Chelsea since we don't get one too many chances nowadays. I love RPing with that girl.
Plus, I look like a pussy because I can't take too many because I get sick, and I have a low tolerance to alcohol and I still cough up my lungs whenever I did weed. I sound hardcore, but I'm a fragile doll, haha

haha, funny

Pedro hates fat girls.
Pedro: Yeah, the only reason I still keep in touch with you is so when I'm old and alone I can turn to you.
Me: -laughs- Haha, it's like one of those the only woman left on earth type thing, right?
Pedro: -laughs- Yeah.
Me: Don't worry, I'll make sure to get really fat for you.
Pedro: -laughs- Shut up. I'm sure it won't matter if that happens anyway.
lolll.

Also, last night while drugged on pain killers, I got to thinking about my commitment problem and how it also deals with my cellphones. I've never had the same cellphone for more than a year and I went through and accounted for all my cellphones:
1 - LG flip phone.
2 - Nokia
3 - Motorola flip, camera phone.
4 - Black Razer
5 - Pink Razor
6 - Slider
7 - iPhone
And I'm fixing to get a new one in a month or so, go figure.

My mom showed me this. Wow.

카이트 rocks

카이트
<33333

Sugar Donut

:DDDD

Like I Promised :D

Overall I didn't take pictures randomly of Sean's party, but I did take pictures of Sean's new squeeze, well, someone who he wants to date, make-out and sex :D

SEAN'S PARTY

He's so hot, cute, funny, smart!! Why are all the gay guys the cutest, funniest and sweetest?


That's Sean himself. That girl behind him is nearly 15-years-old... Can you believe it? I couldn't, I was very surprised, haha

RANDOM

MMMMMM. Burger King.


Casey STOLE that from GRADUATION. Psh. She has these urges, lol. You can even see her a bit a the bottom, left corner!

I need to work on a layout for my blog. I usually always make my own layouts instead of using what the site gives you, but omg. I'm so lazy :Dv

Party

:)
I went to Sean's b-day party and had a really fun time!
Pictures later, I promise this time!!
And, no, there were no drugs or alcohol. Bummer, I know--it would have made the dancing, party games and talking more interesting :/

GAH

Have any of you just been tired of everyone and everything they do in your life? I'm so fucking tired of ALL my friends and all the stupid shit they do even though I warn them. Now, I wish I could have had enough money to submit my application to an out of state college so I can leave all these morons behind, GAHHHHHH.

HUMAN LOST

I totally have a new crave in music and their name is Fox loco phantom.
I also, kind of, totally crave Yellow Studs, but, let's all admit it, they're not as good as Fox loco phantom, not by a fucking long shot.
OH WELL.
Favorite song of Fox loco phantom?
HUMAN LOST :D The title reminds me of Kaya, anyone else, too?
Wait, did you all actually know there's also a band called 'Human Lost' well, I think they spell it ヒューマンロスト . They're not bad! I hate the girl. I usually hate hate hate Japanese women singing anything, haha... Well, except in マキシマム ザ ホルモン--her voice is so fucking beautiful.

I really love that fucking song, omg.
It's sad that they really have nothing to set them apart.


I'll end this short update with HUMAN LOST by Fox loco phantom :)

CRAVE

A cigarette sounds so good right now.

Fish and Fuck

I miss Zilch.
They're / were funny.
Anyone else believe that, too?

Anyway.
Nothing much happening on this front.
I put in my application for college, FINALLY, and hope to start next semester. There's only one problem, though.
I want to learn so fucking much I can't decide what I want my final to be.
Journalism, English, German, Korean, Japanese, Chinese, French... Etcccccc.
Maybe I can take some different languages while doing my career? Like, after I have a career? That would be so fucking awesome.

BAH.
I have nothing else so I'm going to go read, write and potty.

45th post - For lack of a better title

Muahaha. That's what Clint and I did in the middle of Starbucks, Casey was watching, pretending to read.
The Pus word that's running off the edge is Pussy. I couldn't see the picture as I was taking it :/

ANYWAY.
The one thing I hate about going to the movies is adults bringing their kids who haven't hit the double digits in age to an adult movie the kids can't even understand in the first place. All the kids do is get restless, kick seats, continuously go to the restroom and talk throughout the movie asking what's going on.
I hate kids.

ON A GOOD NOTE :D
I finally did the timeline for a story Phase 7.
Phew is all I have to say.
It spans, from the near halfway mark, through two months. Almost three. I bought a monthly dry erase board for such an occasion :D I also bought a bookshelf and more pens. A girl can never have too many pens.

But I have to go write / read.
muahaha.

Pain, Pain, Pain

I've had this goddamn crick in my neck since August the 16th. It's painful as fucking ever and I'm just about ready to go postal on something to distract myself from this pain. Of course, I could always break a finger, that would definitely distract me, but I don't have money. Possibly someone else's finger, but that's cruel.

WOOO.
Finished Adverbs by Daniel Handler and fucking loved it. Now I'm working on Invisible Monsters by Chuck Palahniuk and Watch Your Mouth by Daniel Handler. I'm halfway through invisible Monsters (WOOHOO!). It's nothing like Fight Club, his writing isn't even up to what Fight Club was, but omg. I still adore him and his writing. And, strangely, well not so strangely, does Daniel Handler because he writes, or tries to write, like Chuck Palahniuk and Bret Easton Ellis at the same time. Wao.

I'm taking up writing Oblong Vision again. Some of you, well, all of you have no idea what that story is or that I ever wrote it. But my friend mentioned recently how she was really getting into it, so I was like, "Why the hell not?" And started on it again last night. I missed o' crazy Jarrod.

Don't give me that look!

Nine long days of no posting and seemingly not caring.
Trust me, seemingly not caring is true.
I care about this place.
Anyway.
Tons of information to not talk about and tons more to think about. My birthday was not a good birthday anddddddd, that's about it.

I've been reading more and more lately, reading two at a time, might I add.
I finished Draculaa few days ago, picked up Adverbs by Daniel Handler, then, smack dab in the middle of that one, I picked up Fight Club and finished that in 24 hours. It's short, so don't idolize me just yet.
I am Joe's sense of accomplishment.
Alas! I need to finish Adverbs but I just picked up another Chuck Palahniuk, Invisible Monsters, and am really in to it, but Adverbs is opened to its halfway mark, eyes watering at the sight of me reading another, fingering another with my eyes.
I can be a real bitch sometimes.

By the way, I quit Dillard's and that sort of escalated into what my parents made of my birthday.
Horrible, horrible, horrible.

HYDE IS FUCKABLE, OMG

Has anyone, ANYONE know the band 'VAMPS'? Of course you have because the totally fuckable, sexy as hell man, Hyde, is the lead singer.
I'm telling you right now, I love his voice in this group. Usually it's so deep, it sounds strained and awful (mostly because really deep voices turn me off).
But, ogmogmogmgo. I'm such a fangirl for Hyde although not nearly enthused enough since a friend who is way more obsessed sent me a youtube video.

THIS IS WHY I FIND SMOKING SO FUCKING ATTRACTIVE.
Thank you, Hyde.

Smudge on the glasses.

I was planning on doing a picture post since I had a really funny, amusing, one to share.
Alas, I'm lazy as hell and the next time I post, if I remember, I will post it on here.

Nothing special happened today.

I went to the movies and watched Stepbrothers.
That movie was unbelievably STUPID.
It had a couple of funny parts, other than that, nothing.
Zilch.
It's definitely a man movie; too many penis jokes, god.

lol @ past

So, I'm going through OLD ASS documents (2005, 2006) and I'm fiding quotes I've said, old IMs, etc... Besides realizing how much of a fuckin' bitch I was (I need to find those old friends and apologize, haha), I discovered really, really funny quotes I've said!

One of them I made a picture comment on some fake Kyo (Dir en grey's vocalist) myspace:
"I talk sex to your picture before I go to bed."
kfbsdifdsf.
I'm still laughing.

And I found a quote from my sister, "I love his voice; especially when it's in danger."

Sales Associate ; Fashion Guru

So...
I HAVE A FUCKIN' JOB :D
And a good one, too.
I'm going to work in the clothing department of Dillard's :DDD
Van, my manager, my boss, my teacher, told me he would make me a 'Fashion Expert,' and 'A Fashion Guru.'
I think he was gay, but that's beside the point.
The weird thing is they don't do drug testing at all... I was, "Really? Seriously, I don't have to take a drug test?"
I think they may now think I'm a druggie, haha.

OOWWWW, MY TUMMYYYY

Geez.
I tried to go to bed earlier, this is cyber proof, alas! I was hungry, had to pee, had to let the dog out and HAD to drink some tea.
I'm so used to eating at night now that I can't go a night without getting REALLY, REALLY, REALLY hungry.
So, I microwaved some dinner, fixed some tea, let the dog out and now here I sit with a painful tummy, the dog chewing herself in the middle of my room floor, watching Sixteen Candles and tea GONE.

MY BIRTHDAY IS IN SEVEN DAYS.
I'm hoping my friend can get ahold of some Long Island Iced Tea.
Never had it, but ALWAYS wanted to try.
I need older friends. All my friends are like 20 and I'm only 19 (well, fixing to turn 19 :Dv).

You know what show I miss?
Cheers.
That's right, Sam Malone and his bar.
I miss the episodes with Frasier, haha.

I really like the name Samantha.
I think I might use it for a story. Right after I finish two, then I will have time to make another.
SHIT, I STILL HAVE WRITE A CHAPTER FOR DIR EN GREY VS LIVING TOGETHER FOR A WEEK!
It's been awhile, and there's SO MUCH TO FUCKIN' WRITE, that I don't want to write it. So many details that are so miniscule but so important for the story. Don't you hate those stories? They're maddening, right?

I love being involved with Jrock.
It's so funny.
Aren't the rock stars funny?
Psh. I've had more fun with them than American rock stars.
<333

Umbrella.

Rhianna's latter releases are soooo much better than her debut song 'Unfaithful.'

I recently remembered Zilch!
Oh gosh, how could I have ever forgotten them?!
With songs titled such as 'Inside the Pervert Man' and 'Space Monkey Punks from Japan.' (which, Space Monkey Punks from Japan is like my favourite song.)
I want to download their music again, but they're so old no one really cares anymore.
Boo.

So tired.
I wish I could sleep all day long.
I have an interview at Dillards tomorrow, hopefully and maybe I can get this job and then go to college by Spring?
Oh, yeah, I wrote my essay :DDD I hope it's an Essay. I never really understood the point of an Essay. haha.

Fortune Teller Sister

My sister did my fortune today:
King of Swords (reverse) - What's at hand - Jealousy abounds from you or those around you; watch out for narrow minds and prejudice. Develope your intelluctual skills; play your hunches.

King of cups (right side up) - Past Influences - Go easy on yourself and accept what the day brings. Control your temper, don't take critism personally. Try not to feel pressured by deadlines.

Page of Pentacles (reverse) - Ponder This - You're being hesitant, servretly doubting that you'll succeed; do not be afraid of a little competition.

Ace of Cups (Reverse) - What To Do - Accept assistances from others, don't be too full of yourself. Act with determination, know when to say no.
It's so true, although I won't go into detail about each one, haha.

She also said something so funny.
We were talking about dance and she brought up a point:
Sister: I hate mangas that have dance in them. It's pointless, right?
hahahahaha.

my tooth hurts.

A tooth, just beside one of the larger front teeth, HURTS LIKE FUCKIN' HELL. it's this nagging pain which seems to throb every hour I want to forget, haha. MY BODY IS AGAINST ME. I think it's being bullied and pushed around to go forward when there's NO room for it go anywhere. Stupid mouth, it's dumb.

I think I would rather be a drunk than smoke.
Does that say a lot?
Although I would love a cigarette right now. The taste of a menthol light, mmmm.
Too bad I don't buy my own and usually bum off friends. Only one other friend of mine smokes menthol lights... And we hardly hang out. So, lungs, rest while you can.

MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 10 DAYS, PEOPLE.
I will be, uh oh, 19-years-old.
*excited*

I randomly typed something in at YouTube and one of the results was 'Puddle of Mud - She Hates Me'
God, I STILL love that song.

i'll make you scream right there♪

Sooo.
I just returned from Hostessing at the wonderful Donita's.
Gee, that place... Ugh, it was better today since that cook wasn't there and the manager was :) AHHH! There's this guy at work. Need I say more? I just want him to, haha, well, you get that picture. I don't even want to date him.
He acts like he wants to celebrate my birthday with me. Which, makes me thrilled. Although, alas, I don't want to celebrate my 19th. I don't know why, I did plead with my family to only buy a cake if it makes them happy, but I want NO, NO, NO party.

I love all these new APPs for the iPhone. I just wish Trillian would hurry and finish theirs. It looks fuckin' awesome and I would, love, love to have MSN and AIM in one application... How cool would that be, ehhh?
I'm going to sleep for a few hours. I need it.
I only had ... four hours sleep, maybe five. To wake up this morning was one hell of a challenge.

let's see.

I don't know why I made a Twitter account.
I never go anywhere.
haha.
I like myself to feel important.

HAHAHAHAHA

1. Dir en grey

A rather atrocious Japanese screamo shock rock band that sells records solely on the facts that:

-They are Japanese thus Otakus with no musical taste will listen to them

-They make "shocking" music videos

-There is a community of people that pretend all the band members are gay then masturbate furiously to each others "Stories"
"hai guiz read mai new Dir en grey fanfic, I haz Die and Shinya as Kyo's sex slavs, lawl lawl *fap fap* "


HAHAHAHA, urban dictionary, that made my day.

Firefox

Lately, Firefox updates have been screwing up my experience with it, my happy experience.

Although it's nothing major, it's still annoying, like...

When I used to open it (an update ago) it would have a pop saying, "Trying to load a non-local URL."

Now, when I open a new tab, it has that stupid 'tab page' on and I can't get it to go off since it says there's an error.  More annoying than that, at the top there's about:newtab and I have to delete that before I can start typing.

ANNOYANCES.

Other than that, nothing exciting has happened.

I gave my dog a bath and she was a good girl about it :)

Still jobless ;D

SCHREIIIIII

fjbsfsdf.
I had such a horrible, horrible three hours at Donita's.
I hostess there on Fridays and Sundays.
People are just such fuckin' whiners (by people I, of course, mean the people I work with).
GET OVER IT IF NO ONE TIPPED YOU. It's not the end of the world. Some people will never, ever tip. Blah.
And I wish the cook would get this in her head: YOU'RE NOT THE MANAGER WHEN THERE ISN'T ONE. STOP BOSSING THE HOSTESS AROUND LIKE YOU AND, ON TOP OF THAT, LIKE YOU'RE HER MOTHER.
YOU'RE NOT, YOU'RE NOT, YOU'RE NOT.

I hope I never, ever turn out to be like the people who can't stand to be alone.
Where they always have to have someone with them every hour of the day.
Bahhhhh.

ムック's アゲハ song is A W E S O M E!
I love you, ムック.

fatigue

Ugh, I am forcing myself to stay awake even as I type this.
My eyes keep drooping and my typing is dragging; I have to look at the keyboard!

Today my sister and me went to the Wal*Mart.
Wal*Mart is like an international festival.
Standing in line I spotted three different nationalities.
Oh well, it wasn't busy today so it was an enjoyable day.
Unless, of course, you count my sleeping 'habit' which drives me insane.

I went to bed at 6PM, woke at 9PM stayed up until 3AM and woke again at 10AM.
I WANT TO SLEEP AT NIGHT.
Maybe I'm unconsciously wanting to be like Dracula.
Although, Jonathon spotted Dracula during the day as he and Mina strolled down the street... Which, it didn't make sense to me so I'm going to reread that journal entry of hers. Maybe I missed something in-between drifting in and out of consciousness.

I worked on an AWESOME short story involving a mermaid (which is strange since I hardly ever, ever, ever like fantasy). No details for it is still in the works and I will probably go through five more drafts before finally finished. Maybe more. Depends.
On my friend's requested story, I went through seven drafts and decided to follow through with the third. Hahaha.
I wanted to work on that tonight, but there's a storm strolling in and I cannot have my computer on at that time. I don't own a surge protector and usually our electricity clicks on and off... Damn trees .

<3

guuiiittarrr solooo

muahaha.
new layout.
I'm definitely going to change the color scheme soon. How soon? Dunno. These colours are definitely wayyyy too soft for me.

Tonight, Aqua Teen Hunger Force is poking fun at Saw. For once, it's funny.
Actually this show is one of my favourite shows. Hahah. They even advertised their crappy movie.
Seriously.
It was a very HORRIBLE movie.

I hate, hate, hate that I have an adorable, awesome idea for a story, but nothing comes out of me besides crap.

hahahaha.
I wanna see Pineapple Express.
It actually looks funny.
Of course, that definitely doesn't mean it is.

Has anyone, ANYONE, noticed how popular the genre ROCK is?
I mean, I think it's rocking (muahaha) the crap out of Hip Hop which was EVERYWHERE.
Well, thank you Guitar Hero, thank you.

Ack.
I keep forgetting to go run in the morning.
it's a hard, HARD, habit to begin.
AHHHHHHHH.

Nothing special today.
Just television.

OH!
Dracula is one fuckin' fantastic book!!
And I hate vampire stories!

I love me doggy.

My dog, Molly, gets a treat whenever she speaks on command. So, when
I played with her earlier she randomly started barking. Finally,
after a minute I got her to stop... Then, by hand she excitedly led me
to the fridge; shifting her gaze from the machine to me, wagging her
tail. I love that dog.

PS-she did get a hotdog :)

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Whoo!

I can never, ever, ever find a suitable layout for myself.
I'm constantly shifting from one to another.
I think I have commitment problems.

I went to bed yesterday around 8PM so I could maybe sleep a full 8-hour shift.
Alas!
I woke four hours later believing it to be maybe 3AM... What a disappointment when I glimpsed at my clock and saw it was only 11PM. I literally almost screamed out in frustration.
So now it's 5AM and I'm getting sleepy again.
THIS BLOWS.
No, not you Johnny Depp.

I'm bored I'm bored I'm bored I'm bored I'm bored I'm bored I'm bored I'm bored I'm bored I'm bored I'm bored.


HAHAHAHAHA.
You, hey, the one in the leopard coat.
Niice. I wanna kiss ya.

Life Alert!

I hate the Lift Alert commercial, geez.

Almost as bad as male enhancement commercials. All those except the one with Bob. Enzyte, I believe.

Money Talks still makes me happy. I love that fuckin' song.

Moving on.

The real reason I thought of this entry was because I've been searching for some Platic Tree fanfiction, and, in truth, I figured out I can't find a single one that's good enough. It seems like to have Plastic Tree fanfiction, I'll have to write it myself. No, no I'm not being egotistical about my OWN writing... But you have to see that most of fanfiction these days suck and don't fall out of the genre of goopy romance. Ugh.

I love Queer As Folk.

Hootttt gay guys making out?

Nothing better.

But I do have to sit through goopy romance just like fanfiction.

SAD.

The Dark Night

Besides being an exceptional movie, with a bad ending and a plate missing of stereotypical criminals, The Dark Night IS the best superhero movie, the best Batman movie ever made.
Too bad Heath is dead, this movie would have broke the dam on his teen movie career and flooded his city with new opportunities which would permanetly waterlog the ancient buildings.
The top three reasons to see this movie (no particular order):
1 - The criminals were not predictable. This movie did not chip off that old plate of stereotypical criminals, instead it birthed a new creation.
2 - The twists and turns were actually twists and turns. Even I, the movie critiquing queen, could not predict most of those curve balls.
3 - The simple evil covering Mr. Ledger's face as a mask did it for me. His simple mannerisms and tactics irked me and gave my unneeded approval for being more evil than Hannibal.

The Joker lives again.

hahaha

My sister and I were talking about really, really gay yaoi series and she made a point:

 

Sister:  I hate yaois where everyone is gay.  I mean, how do they reproduce?

Me:  Stork.

Sister:  And, what's the big deal about being gay then?  Everyone else is, it's like a big, gay happy family.

 

love <3

to the rim with suck.

I think I get addicted to things too easily--especially pills.

For the past three days, I've been taking two 800mg ibuprofen pills twice a day.

Today I have this massive headache and nausea so bad I have to lay down and keep swallowing in case vomit escapes from my mouth, or tries to.

This blows.

Sing, Sing, Sing!

THAT MOVIE WAS HOT.
The movie itself sucked and had an awful plot to it, but oh my god! I believe Tim Curry is possibly my new heart throb.
I am happy that I never watched this before. I am sad I never watched Tim Curry's legs. Could they be any more fantastic?
I swear, if I worked on that movie set, I would fucked him well.
Haha.
GOOD. I WOULD HAVE FUCKED HIM GOOD.
GOODLY.

Anyway.
I need to organize my bundles of paper. Everything I ever wrote on paper is bundled in one big pile on my shelf. I think I have a picture somewhere, lemme see.

Geesh... I'm not even sure how I want to organize it.

Dammit, I'm hungry.

I hate nights like this one

I just can't sleep! For the past week I just lay awake, thinking.
Nothing ever good is on at this hour.

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TATTOO!

Today is a mark in history!  A tattoo settles in on my back as we read.

It's immediately above my shoulder blades, slightly off-center so it wouldn't touch my spine.

It takes the appearance of a stroked Hiragana いち and in deep, dark red.

Once it heals, I'll pic it.

<3

 

ps - it hurt and burned afterward.

Waiting and tormenting

So, the little excerpt from the beginning of the story I'm writing for a friend... I changed it twice since then and am still trying to get the flow, trying to get into the story. Alas everything I write is stupid and doesn't make sense. The dialogue is all wrong, the details are confusing and it all sounds dumb-downed from what I know I can write (coughthepirate'sgamecough).
AHHHHHH.
This story is driving me insane, but I need to write it, since I already promised her by mid-September I would have it finished. Damn deadlines.

'The Jungle' is still a boring book to me. I'm trying to get through it so I can read, 'The Basic Eight' by Daniel Handler next. I ordered it off Half.com. Four dollars cheaper than anywhere else since I don't feel like wasting gas money and all that jazz to buy a 13-dollar book from Barnes and Noble.

I have my heart set on a new laptop. I'm thinking of going MAC, but what I remember from my High School days where all they had were cheap ones, I'm not quite so sure I wanna venture there.
So, I may go PC.
Then, I have my heart set on KH 2 Final Mix.
http://www.play-asia.com/paOS-13-71-43-77-8-49-en-70-1smf.html
AHHHHHHH, I WANT IT!!!
Kingdom Hearts captures my heart over and over and over...
TOO BAD IT WENT OUT OF PRINT BEFORE I COULD GET IT.
THIS PISSES ME OFF.
Some fat boy is enjoying it over some bag of pretzels.

woo hoo!

http://anticrisp.deviantart.com/journal/17721517/

I totally redid my book list, so take a glimpse at it?

 

A friend, a month and something ago requested that I would write a story for her, the main characters being the characters she made up.  So, I'm stuck.  After five beginnings, I have wrote one I really like.  Alas, I'm stuck because there's so many different ways I can stem from it:

 

It's like taking too big of a step and feeling the plummet of nothing in your stomach. That first mission, the first kill which soaks your mind for years to come. The way they fall, slamming their lifeless body on the floor, gasping, eyes pleading with us to stop. Adrenaline always has better plans and always presses on long after the mission succeeded. Heart racing your breath, the sweat dripping down your chin and the discreet smile the mission never fails to spot right before darkness drapes over their eyes is the definition of adrenaline.

In the distance, a car's rumble would be too loud, too close for comfort. And, sometimes, a siren's screech passes through the back roads or the city or the neighborhood. For those moments of silence, of the only sound is the mission's whimpers, we must decide how to end the fun, how to close the drapes over the bright window.

"Please," she pleads, "please."

 

It's really troublesome since I love this beginning so much and I can't do it justice with what I have.  HELP.  Well, I just wanted to ramble about it really, so haha?

 

ELLEGARDEN IS TOTALLY GOING ON HIATUS/BREAKING UP.  I'm hearing both and that is the tragic news this week :(  Oh well.

Ouch!

Today I helped out Donita's (the country Diner I used to work as a waitress for) and made 80 bucks in tip (pretty damn good). So, I guess working on a Sunday has its perks.
Alas, I'm so painfully sore. My ankles, feet and legs hurt like shitttt.

Anywho.
I'm reading "The Jungle" by Upton Sinclair and I have one question, "What the hell kind of names are those for characters?!" He couldn't possible make something a little bit easier for average minds instead of his Einstein one? Geez, I can hardly remember any of them, at all. I don't feel like writing them all down, ahhh!

We had a HELL of a storm last night.
The wind was so strong, it tossed the wooden swing holder (150lbs) a foot from where it planted itself, alas when the wind tossed the thing, it knocked out our satellite dish. To top it all off, we don't even have HD channels! What's the point of living?! Haha.

Vroom vroom.

BAHHHH.
I forgot what I was going to say :(

Ewww!!

Has anyone ever seen their parent(s) do something so horrific, so
embarrassing that to block the memory is the hardest thing one will
have to do?

I am now experincing this and let me tell you, I am horrified and
embarrassed. It's very awkward here and if I can't talk about this
with someone, I'm going to burst!

I wish my phone had some type of messenger :(

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HANCOCK

I watched HANCOCK and I have no idea what to think about it.
I hate that its main theme is Romance (I am so sick of that genre it's unreal).
The only real funny jokes were where he was hurting people. That's about it.
I still don't know what to think about the movie.

ANYWAY.
I'm sure we all heard of the book Howl's Moving Castle? Well, there's a sequel, Castle in the Air. Don't get excited. It's set in this Agrabah (Sp?) type setting and I'm expecting any minute now a guy, specifically named Aladdin, to jump out and start singing that Street Rat song.
It even has a magic carpet, genie and something that stole this so-called beautiful girl which the main character calls Flower-in-the-night.
I love Ms. Jones writing, absolutely ADORE IT, butttttt... This is a downer on her and I don't think I can read much from her (not because she's a young teen author, haha) after this book... Ugh, it's THAT BAD.

I'm attempting to finish my list of non-Mary Shelley novels so I can blissfully read her novels.
I love that woman.

I forgot to date my transactions in my Balance Book... So, guess what I'm doing with, around, one-hundred receipts? Haha.

GET SMART, BABEH

Has ANYONE seen Get Smart?  SERIOUSLY GO RIGHT NOW AND WATCH IT.

That movie is the funniest one I've seen all year.  Funny from beginning to end.  Alas, if you're an avid, hardcore fan of the original Get Smart TV series and movie, you're going to go in and out with a sourpuss attitude.

 

Steve Carell is AWESOME <3333

SCREAM

OMG.
I hate when my mom is PMSing.
She's just AHHHHHHHing at me allllll day.
Geez.

Anyway.
Finished Chapter 3 on DEG VS LTFAW and let me say, it's very funny, whimsical and mysterious.
Ah, the good o' days.

In other news, I cannot believe マキシマム ザ ホルモン released a single!
When I get home later I'm so listening to it, haha.
Really, I'm excited.

So I did finish the book 'all over but the shoutin'.' Fantastic read
although I think Mr Bragg whined some, haha. I have met that giant in
person and he's a gentle one :)

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SO MANY CLOTHES, LFDSOFSF.

Ahhh.
I've bought a fashion magazine, haha. Well, it had Anne Hathaway on the cover so it's like it was calling my name. Anyway, why do all the good clothes cost hundreds of dollars? I now want a 600 dollar dress. Shit, I can't even make that in a week--especially since I don't have a job ;D And the shoes, please don't get me started--it's a sad ending.

My dream(s) last night were fuckin' awesome.
Do any of you watch Split Ends? Well, they had on an episode last night with this Asian hottie named Chris Do who works in Houston. THAT GUY IS THE LOVE OF MY LIFE RIGHT NOW. Although I hated his bleached-blond hair and I'm almost positive he's gay, I want him--I need him like a girl needs an absorbent pad during those monthly visits.
Anyway, he was in my dream last night ;D Although nothing happened (damn it).. It's the point he has no idea I exist and am dreaming about him all night ;D

I'm going to go finish a book (All over but the shoutin' -- Rick Bragg) so, toodles.

oshiznite

I forgot to mention I finished The Teahouse Fire.
Never read, please.

BAH!

Yes, I mentioned I was going to be a waitress again under some strange law. Alas, as I went to Steak'n'Shake for my first day I had this feeling it would be a doozy. So, as the day progressed I noticed how poorly everything was and how nasty the place was. Needless to say, I quit. What I mean by quit is that I didn't show up for my next scheduled day to work, haha.

I totally bought the shirt from Roosterteeth.com which said, "Politics makes me horny." My mom hates it, but oh well. BUT! My shirt from threadless.com came in which reads,
Haikus are easy
But sometimes they don't make sense
Refrigerator
... Most people didn't get it which made me sad. Humanity, I tell you what...

My birthday keeps closing in, omg. A month and ten days I will be 19-years-old. I feel old, man.

From several months on not updating myself with the jrock world, I have been downloading several releases, cataloging new information in a deep recess within my brain. It's not hard, mind you, just time consuming.

It's a doggy dog world, all right.

So, a couple of days ago, Friday, I had the opportunity to hang out with an old High School friend. It truly is the small things in life, I believe. Honestly, how awesome is it to sit and talk about old times and get to make fun of them :D? It makes me thrilled that we still have oodles and oodles of things in common. Anyway, I'm not here to go gushy on what I think is 'awesome.'

I quit my job. It was my last dayyyyyy, Thursday morning. I left with dignity. I'm going to be a waitress again!

Currently, I'm attempting to write an admissions' essay about the best or the worst experience of my life. I don't have one! I really don't want to write about one topic which classifies as both because I believe that's a little overrated and a cliche. (Sorry, I can't do that little slash over the e :/.) So, I'm stuck and I want advice, but I have no one to turn to on this subject since no one I know has written an admissions' essay before... They just attended a shoe-in college.

So, while I think about this, I'm going to attempt to finish this chapter on Dir en grey VS Living Together for a Week. Awesome, right?

Ugh

Have I ever mentioned how I hate the hours of my job, but I get to
listen to my music >:D

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Wowsers

So, I finished the painful chore of cleaning out my car. Walking the
dog is a never ending process.

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I survived...

Has anyone watched I Survived... on bravo? I fuckin' love this show. I love it because...
1 - I get to hear about a woman getting raped EVERY episode. Sometimes they cry :D
2 - I realize how many people fail at slitting someone's throat correctly.
3 - I'm learn from another person's stupid, idiotic mistakes.
4 - Last night, a man chopped off his own arm so he could break free (PUN!) from a burning corn chucker.
5 - I learn how to commit the perfect murder.
God, I love that show.

In other news...
I watched not even 20 minutes of Employee of the Month. It highly disappointed me.
No wonder no one talked about it afterwards, haha.

I'M ALMOST FINISHED WITH THE TEAHOUSE FIRE BY ELLIS AVERY. This books sucks old man ass that I wasn't even prepared to see backing up at me. Her writing style is hard to follow and she's so boring. Who the hell has a tea ceremony has the plot. The only thing that makes the book go on when I hope the main character will bust out masturbating thinking of the lesbian sex she had with Inko. Drives me crazy, I just can't see...
Everyone loves Brittney Spears, c'mon.

Reminiscing

Do you ever just get in that mood to listen to the music which started you in a different language, maybe even something small like a different genre or type of singer? Shoo, I do.

Right now I decided to listen to some Zwei. Those lesbians have made a couple of good songs, to me, anyway.

A few hours ago I listened to ギルガメッシュ, well, I can't remember the rest and I'm too lazy of a sod to look through my rock folder.

Any who.


I promised to share this with the world after I had found it.
Danchou's kinky, awesome, hilarious, puny sex picture which put two sides of the rock world at interweb war.
It's also like all his body hair decided to grow at his crotch. *shivers* I wonder if he brushes it.